feeling wrong

I feel like everything I do is wrong. I know I'm putting my own unique meaning into that thought but I can't help it. When I comment on someone doing something I don't like they call me critical and bash me around for it. Yet people are always telling me things I shouldn't do a certain way and when I respond, even nicely, they tell me still I'm being critical. Am I being too critical of it all? I create space now to let myself accept and appreciate criticism how it is. I'm always trying to see people for how they are and letting their faults in my eyes go, why can't someone just let mine go for once and stop telling me this is wrong that is wrong, why do you do this.

The most frustrating part is I know that I am doing this to myself, no one is doing this but me.

there is no past there is no future there is nothing...
and from this nothing I create: understanding and enlightenment.

Wishes

Every time I ever got to wish upon a star I always just wished for "everyone to be okay."

Now when I wish, I wish for everyone to live an outrageously happy, purposeful life. Why wish for mediocre when we can wish for the best. Why wish when we get to live our dreams in reality.

The only thing we have to do to live our dreams is to
finally
wake
up.